Refusing To Be His Perfect Replica I Choose The Arranged Marriage

Chapter 671.

Alexander was really similar to him, especially since his face rarely showed any big feelings. His face at this moment made it difficult for her to understand his

mood.

It wasn't until they were far away that Aveline asked, "Mom, are you okay?"

"What can happen to me? She is still using the same despicable methods as before. What she said was just to anger me."

As if recalling something, Ciara chuckled again, "Actually, that method is not topnotch. She just took advantage of my love for that person. The deeper I loved him, the easier it was to get angry. I knew she was playing a trick. I couldn't help but fall into her trap every time, and I was misunderstood again and again."

"Since it was a misunderstanding, didn't you try to explain yourself?"

Ciara took her to have lunch in a restaurant on the rooftop, being blown by the air conditioner, stirring the coffee with a spoon, she told Aveline about her past.

"If a person loves you, he will believe you without you explaining. If he doesn't have you in his heart, even your breathing will be wrong. But at that time, I was stubborn and even hoped that one day he would see that woman clearly. I jumped off buildings, cut my wrists, even took sleeping pills and jumped into the sea."

"Everyone thought I was trying to force him back. Only I understood that I was just stimulated to the point where I didn't want to live anymore. His rejection became a hole in my heart, making me insane and increasingly irritable. I was irri table and eventually became what others call a crazy woman."

Ciara liked to drink black coffee without any sugar. She took a few sips to relax her mood.

"But who would have thought that I was his first wife, the woman he legitimately married. No one sympathized with me. In their eyes, I am just a fool who can't get what she wants. A fool who can't even hold down her own husband. A living loser."

Aveline reached out and patted the back of her hand, "Mom..."

"It's all over. Anyway, stay away from that woman from now on. She's not as kind as you think. It wasn't until many years later that I realized why I was so extreme. She worked hard at every step and bribed the people around me. She knew that had a fresh bouquet of flowers placed in my bedroom every day, and she would have people spray medicine on them." noveldrama

Aveline was stunned, "What kind of medicine?"

"It is a colorless and odorless drug. If taken for a long time, it will cause mental confusion and emotional breakdown. In the long run, it will make that person crazy and make them have a true mental illness."

"How could there be such an evil person?"

Ciara's face was calm and soft,

"Aveline, not everyone in this world is like you and I. We were born into families with no shortage of food and clothing. It's not that those people in remote areas are bad, it's just because they have endured hardships. She has been exposed to the suffering in the world since she was a child, so she was desperate to climb up. That was the only opportunity she had to change herself life, her family and even the fate of her future generations. Of course she must seize Wesley."

"That woman had a poor background?"

"Well, she was born with a gift to manipulate people's hearts. Maybe she doesn't love Wesley, but she will show weakness and pretend to be pitiful for Mrs. Sterling's position. And he just fell in love with her. At that time, she also did things to irritate me all day long. Plus the influence of the drugs, I became more and more irritable."

"Then why didn't you tell Mr. Sterling?"

Ciara chuckled: "Why should I tell him? Born bad and born heartless are a perfect match. Whether it is

the influence of drugs or other

reasons, it is true that I cut myel

wrists, fell into the water, and jumped off the building. He had never cared about me once. Even though I loved him very much, that love was drained along with my blood, and it took me many years to recover physically and mentally, so I just let them lock me up so I never harm others."