CHAPTER 62: GALINA AND… WHO?!
CHAPTER 62: GALINA AND… WHO?!
LILY’S POV:
(18+ MATURE CONTENT AHEAD! ?)
‘Fuck, he is too’, I said in my head.
I licked my bottom lip and tried to look away, Nikolai suddenly turned my face and claimed my lips. I gasped at his sudden action but I love the feeling.
The kiss was urgent and like he wanted me to satisfy his hunger, I was so consumed in the kiss, letting Nikolai dive into my mouth and explore its hidden secrets.
I kissed him back with the same energy, grabbing hard on the hair at the back of his head, we couldn’t get enough of each other and I like it that way. I opened my mouth and I felt his hot wet tongue dive into my mouth, our tongues intertwined and danced together.
“Mmm”, I moaned in between our kiss, meanwhile his hands were not idle, they were working under my top, grabbing my boobs and squeezing them hard. I could read his starvation and restraint from the way he kisses me, it was as if he needed something but couldn’t ask, like he didn’t want to pressure me.
My hands caresses his head, ruffling his hair in the process.
It was becoming hard to breathe but Nikolai wouldn’t let go of my lips. As if noticing my little discomfort, Nikolai moved his hot sinful lips to my neck, nibbling and kissing my neck.
All Nikolai did was driving me nuts, making me forget about what I encountered with Elena, about the fact that his dad probably hates me. His lips and tongue were doing wonders to me making my eyes rolled back.
“Oh my… mmm Nik-Nikolai”, I moaned again, it was as if my moaning was his driving fuel, he increased the things he was doing. He bit my neck and immediately licked that spot.
‘He is really driving me insane, fuck!!’, I screamed in my head. I wanted more, I needed Nikolai to do more.
I forcefully detached from him and he let out a low groan. Still straddling him, I smiled and took off my top, leaving just my bra in sight. It was as if his eyes grew ten times darker as he stared at my titties, I could see the hunger and lust in his eyes.
I could imagine all the things he wants to do to me and as calculative Nikolai was, I can already see him executing his plans.
“Fuck! You are so fucking hot! So fucking sexy!”, He growled, bringing me closer to him again and briefly kissing my lips, he moved to my neck but he didn’t take his time there, his hot tongue slide to the swell of my boobs and he kissed the top of my left boob with the bra on.
His other hand was settled on the right boob, his finger located my nipples and he lightly played with it.
“Uhmm mmm yes”, I closed my eyes and moaned. He paused what he was doing and looked at me, I pouted as I wasn’t satisfied.
It was crazy that I didn’t feel this hot and hungry when I was with Troy. Troy and I have made out a couple of times which would have led to sex but I always stopped it before things would go far. It was as if I almost didn’t want Troy to be my first.
But with Nikolai, I’m feeling something so new it’s almost making me loose my mind, it’s so good that I would go savage for more. I wanted Nikolai and I was feeling it in the depth of my belly.
“Wh… why did you–“.NôvelDrama.Org holds text © rights.
“Shhh. You are way too impatient my Kukolka”, Nikolai placed a finger on my lips to stop me from talking further. I blushed and tried to stop myself from smiling.
His finger slowly slided from my lips down through my neck, to my chest.
“Look at me”, He ordered and I immediately opened my eyes and looked at him, locking eye contact. I almost melted due to the heat his eyes bore.
‘Fuck, this man is gorgeous!’, I said to myself.
His hand danced around my boobs for a few seconds before going behind to unhook my bra, I suddenly turned red allover. I started feeling conscious of my body.
I totally forgot that being this intimate with Nikolai would require him seeing my naked body. He took off my bra and I felt completely naked, I tried to cover myself with my hand but Nikolai stopped me.
“What is wrong?”, He asked with the most caring yet sexy voice ever. How could I tell him I felt less of myself.
I am not as hot, beautiful and sexy like the girls he dated before who were naturally endowed with supermodels body, I’m just me, Lily Williams.
I can see I’m ruining this perfect moment but I feel so self conscious.
“Nothing”, I replied and he frowned, he knew something was up and I imagined when he started knowing me so well.
He picked me up by my butt and stood up from the sofa, my hands went around his neck in reflex arc I hugged him with my bare chest.
He took me to the bed, sat down and I still was straddling him. He looked at me as if trying to read my mind.
“You can’t say nothing. What is it?”, He practically demanded the answer from me. I knew I couldn’t lie to him, I sighed and looked away but he brought my face back to look at him.
“I don’t– I ju… I just feel s-somehow”, I replied and pouted.
“How?”, He asked again.
Shit! I hate myself!
I can’t believe I’m ruining everything we just did. I feel so bad.
“Like… like not beautiful”, I muttered under my breath but he heard me loud and clear. As if understanding what I meant, he sighed and kissed me on my forehead, he pressed his lips there for a while. He took it off and looked me straight in my eyes.
“You, my dear Lily, are the most beautiful woman I have ever met and seen. I’m not just saying this because you are my girlfriend, I’m saying this because it is the truth. You are kind hearted, beautiful, intelligent, lovely and you smell like fresh flowers…”, Nikolai said and I chuckled at that last part, then he continued, “Your smile alone brighten this gray world of mine and I don’t want you to feel any less of yourself, do you understand?”, He asked me like I was his five year old daughter and I nodded.
He smiled and hugged me.
“I guess I just ruined the moment right?”, I asked as he still hugged me and I heard a grumbling chuckle from him.
“No… but I have blue balls now”, He said and I felt more bad.
“I’m sorry”, I said.
“Shhh, don’t apologize”, He patted my hair and said.
I couldn’t believe I would feel this safe and protected in someone else’s hands that isn’t Papa.
Nikolai has been the opposite of what I thought of him in the past when we first met. I can’t believe I am falling in love with him and I’m scared he wouldn’t love me.
‘What if he only likes me and it isn’t that deep? What if one day he wakes up and wants to end everything?’, I thought and I was scared of what might happen to us.
I hugged him more tightly like I wasn’t ready to let him go.
‘Gosh, why do you have to fall for him this deep?’, I asked my stupid heart.
“Let’s stay like this for a while”, I requested and he agreed.
I didn’t mind that we were in a weird position, me straddling him and we were hugging while I was half naked.
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After about 10 minutes of hugging, I got dressed and went downstairs to talk to Galina. I left Nikolai in the bedroom because he said he needed to shower.
‘But he already took his bath today’, I pondered.
I didn’t see Galina in her room so I went downstairs to look for her but she wasn’t there.
‘Has she gone out?’, I asked myself.
I checked everywhere careful not to get lost in this big mansion, I discovered a lot of rooms that were here.
“Have you seen Galina or has she gone out?”, I asked a maid.
“She hasn’t gone out young miss, I saw her last at the conservatory”, The young girl said and I smiled a thank you to her and left.
So this mansion have a conservatory too? wow. I went in the direction the maid directed me and I was at the East Wing of the mansion, then I saw the conservatory from after but one could tell it was big.
I walked towards the conservatory but halted when I saw Lev coming out of the place and walked away to the opposite direction, shortly after, a distraught looking Galina came out too.
I noticed from where I was that Galina had cried.
What?! Why were they together and why would they have to hide just to meet up?