Want to Play A Game

Oh my God! excitement overcomes me. He is actually asking if he turns me on. I can’t believe it. He is so out of my league. How is it possible that I turn him on? I can’t accept the fact that he would even look at me and want to fuck me.

I am not really sure what to say back to him. I don’t want to tell him the truth, I’m sort of embarrassed. So I tell myself, I am only going to tell him part of the truth.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

I reply to him, I don’t know what your talking about you are my neighbor. I don’t want to create issues.

He text back, you don’t need to hide from me you can tell me the truth.

I can see that I drive you crazy just by the way you act around me. You are so fucking hot and your tits are fucking amazing!

If I may add.

I am speechless. I am not sure what to say, no one has ever talked to me the way that he is talking to me. I bite my lip as I’m getting wet. I’m imagining what it would be like with him touching my body. I can’t tell him what I really want to do with him. I am a little shy even now. I am quite outspoken but not when it comes to this kind of thing.

I want to tell him how he makes me feel. I feel that it would be wrong of me, especially with me just breaking up with Jake. I know that it would hurt Jake knowing that I moved on so fast. On the other hand, I want to feel Matt’s touch. I want his hands all over every inch of my body, as I moan out for more.

I have trouble responding to him, so I decide to reply, You really think that I’m hot?

He replies, Hell yeah I do! You really don’t know how sexy you really are do you? I see how other guys look at you. Like they want to feel your touch and be touched by you.

I have no words. I have never thought that I was any kind of sexy or that other people saw me that way. Jake never really made me feel sexy about myself. He has always made the comments where there always could be improvements. I always just ignored his comments. I only have ever been with Jake, I’ve never experienced anybody else besides him.

I always wanted to try different things like positions and different sexual things but Jake was just never into it. Jake basically gets in and gets out. I mean sometimes he got me off but not every time. So I was left unsatisfied plenty of times.

I see that he has messaged me again.

He asked me, Do you want me to stop, am I making you feel uncomfortable?

I simply reply, no I don’t want you to stop, I enjoy talking to you. It’s just I am not used to talking this way to anybody. I create his next response in my head. I can’t wait to hear my phone ding and see his name pop up.

As I go to read his message it says…..

Jessica would you want to play a game with me?

A game… What kind of game do you want to play? I ask. It’s a game where we can get to know each other. Everything that we say has to be the truth, no lies you can’t pussy out answering the questions. I think to myself am I going to be able to do this? Telling him the truth, what if he asks me what I want to do to him. Am I going to be able to be honest with him and at the same time face seeing him every day.

I am sort of nervous to play this game with him but I want to know all there is about him. Would this lead to something else? I don’t think I would mind it leading to something else. I believe his touch would be extraordinary.

What do I really have to lose . Why not play this game with him. I can find out all there is to know about the man that I deeply desire. So I reply, yes let’s play this game you go first. He then messages back, let’s start tomorrow it’s getting a bit late. I’ll talk to you tomorrow Jessica.

I can’t wait to find out all there is to know about him, I’m so interested. I go get ready for bed. I brush my teeth, get into my pj’s and lay in bed. It’s to hard for me to fall asleep, I’m wondering what all will be said tomorrow.