Chapter 34: Thanks for being honest with me, Matt.
Amanda says after Matt sits in the pantry chair with a puff of smoke that she exhales, “I can’t do it in the morning without smoking? Your lungs will get cancer, and your throat will have holes if you smoke this thing too much.”
She then took the thing Matt was enjoying in his mouth. “Now wash your face, then we’ll have breakfast together.”NôvelDrama.Org: text © owner.
Matt doesn’t complain and instead shows a childish look in front of Amanda. “You’re mean. You just left me after you had sex with me last night.”
“What!” Amanda didn’t believe the embarrassing words just now.
“I’m an innocent little brother, and you have to take responsibility because last night made me lose it-” Amanda sizzled out of spite for listening to Matt’s increasingly absurd words.
“Stop! Matt, what’s wrong with your tone? Are you acting like a toddler?” Matt even more jokingly teased Amanda with a fabricated expression, and her voice resembled Agnes Despicable Me. “Stop giving me the creeps.”
Amanda glared furiously, and the man laughed out loud. “All right. Then where’s my morning kiss?” Amanda immediately kissed her lover’s lips so Matt would wash his face and he could focus on cooking.
A few minutes ago, Matt was still trying to wake up from his sleep when he found Amanda was no longer in bed, and he immediately came down as soon as he smelled a nice smell from the kitchen. The custom Amanda always did when they were vacationing in Havana was preparing breakfast for Matt.
After finishing washing Matt’s face and then sitting back in the pantry chair without making a sound, seeing Amanda close made him smile happily. The woman seems to be going to work because her wet hair after taking a bath, as well as the Head Chef’s uniform that she now wears, makes her look cool.
Amanda is still busy with her cooking, and then Matt secretly takes pictures of her from behind and sends pictures of his girlfriend in his group chat.
Three Handsome Dicks (3)
Matthew Wallace: [Photo]
Matthew Wallace: You’re definitely not going to believe who I was with last night ?
Adam Husain: The famous Atris? A model?
Javas Nararya: Do I look familiar, Miss Amanda?
Adam Husain: It can’t be Jav. The boss is always ignored every time he goes to his restaurant.
Adam Husain: I’m grateful that the boss has forgotten the past. It’s a shame that if our boss is stressed, it will disturb his mind.
Matt jostled to read his men’s reply messages, which seemed to sympathize with his boss’s love story, but Matt felt ridiculed. Damn it!
Matthew Wallace: You’d better go back to Russia. Take care of that job over there! ?
Remember that. From now on, Amanda La Howard will be your future lady!
Adam Husain: Upss! Sorry, Boss, please don’t send me to Russia again. My tongue doesn’t match his food there ??
Amanda asks while putting red bean porridge and honey toast on the table so that Matt can immediately turn on his phone. “Nothing; I’m just looking at a funny video,” Matt replies, even though that was just the reason.
“Oh, would you like some black coffee or juice?” Amanda offered.
Matt stepped out of his chair to enter the kitchen area. He immediately hugged Amanda, who was using a coffee machine. Amanda’s shoulders became the foundation of her chin. “You want to go to work? We’ll split up, can’t we if you don’t go to work today?”
“I have to work, Matt. Today is the weekend, and the restaurant will be full until tonight.”
“But I still want to be with you.” Matt made that shitty noise again.
Amanda wanted to see what her man looked like, so she turned around. Amanda chuckles when she looks at Matt with her duck-like lips. Matthew Wallace, who is currently his girlfriend, is indeed very handsome, with a spoiled face that is typical of waking up.
God, this is so embarrassing, even though I enjoy it. What if my staff found out about his boss this morning?
“Come on, sugar. Your handsome face will get ugly if you keep putting on that look.” Amanda gently wiped Matt’s cheek and kissed her beard.
“You should have hired more employees, Babe. I’ll pay for it if I have to,” Matt said in a slightly upset tone. It seems Matt really intends to invade Amanda.
“My staff is enough,” Amanda says, looking at Matt seriously. She continues, ” And don’t even try to interfere in my restaurant affairs. Aren’t you going to work? Don’t you have to take care of the hotel? The boss should be more diligent in entering the office than his employees.”
“I won’t be poor even if the hotel’s broke.” Matt smiled a bitch.
“You mean?” Amanda wrinkled her forehead. Of course, if you don’t work, you’ll be poor, Boss.” The sound of the coffee machine brought Amanda back to focus on her cup. Matt hasn’t explained to Amanda who he really is, who he is, and how he’s been acting all this time, which makes him very nervous right now.
“I’m already very hungry. Let’s eat first, and then we can continue this conversation after eating,” replied the man, trying to change the conversation for a while.
This was a risk that Matthew Wallace had to face when he decided to have someone meaningful in his life. Matt is afraid that the person hates him when he finds out about his identity as a mob boss. A cold-blooded man who likes the smell of blood, someone who is called the Devil because of his heartless nature. But who would have thought the day the Devil would fall in love, yearn and feel threatened?
But Matt has every reason to keep Amanda from today, and he felt so calm and happy with the woman’s presence on his side, both then and now. It’s a lot of fun when Amanda fully pays all her attention, and Matt smiles when the woman wants to set it up. Something he never got from any woman, and if those women gave him the same thing, he’s sure it feels different because they’re not Amanda La Howard, his girlfriend.
In an accidental encounter, Matt and Amanda yell at each other, cursing at each other, speak harshly, and are selfish. Then, with all the impulses in her desire, Amanda threw herself into the mafia boss’s arms willingly, begging for very harsh sex.
Both of them are already trapped in a mud puddle, complementing each other with their bitterness, regardless of the past or the future. A wolf that walks hand in hand with a fragile butterfly, impossible to live with, but they do.
Two wounded men who are now together to depend on each other. Very funny.
“So, what do you want to talk about?” Amanda sat on Matt’s lap, asking for a moment to talk about something important.
“I’m saying this by risking our relationship. I hope nothing will change after this,” Matt looked at Amanda, holding her tiny hands. “Every step I take in the future, I want you to be next to me to share everything, but I’m afraid to put you in danger,” Amanda listened to Matt, who said with bated breath, waiting for Matt to finish his sentence. The man seemed to be considering the next dialogue he would speak.
But Matt was determined to tell Amanda he was sure. Matt doesn’t like to lie to people who mean anything in his life because the longer he hides the truth, the more disappointed Amanda gets.
Matt’s sure nothing’s going to happen. If Amanda leaves him, then he’ll go after her until she’s bored and unwilling to take her back, forcing her to. Matt is selfish, especially with the woman who’s now his girlfriend.
“Since childhood, I’ve been alone; everything I have now is built on ambition and betrayal. I’ve always been in a sea of blood, piles of corpses, and the sound of firearms. The gunshot wounds you saw at the time were proof of how cruel I was to someone’s life. I had no compassion or empathy,” Matt took a heavy breath, but he was still trying to move on.
“Matt…” Matt sighed heavily. He wanted Amanda to understand.
“Here’s the truth,” Matt tried to explain while forcing his smile.
“Hotels and property, all just a cover for narcotics, firearms sales, war rations, casinos, ghost companies and several other illegal things. I don’t want to cover anything from you, no matter how small. I want you to know everything, and even though I’m shameless, I still hope you’re willing to accept me as covered in blood,”
Matt still looks into Amanda’s eyes, even though the woman’s body is now a little shaky.
“….”
“….”
“When we were vacationing in Havana at that time, the one who was chasing us was my enemy. My life is always in the shadow of death, so I’m afraid to have someone because I don’t want him to get hurt. I’ll panic if you’re in danger.” Matt said.
“Are you going to let me get hurt? In danger?” Amanda asked in a very low voice, trying to calm down, even though her face still looked a little shocked.
Matt shook it slowly. “Of course not. I will keep you from harm, not even from dying. Your safety is far more important than my life, first of all.”
“Then what’s the problem?” Amanda smiled warmly at Matt.
Now, it’s Amanda’s turn to take Matt into her arms by pulling her sturdy lover’s shoulders. She caresses Matt’s back at a glance.
“You don’t hate me? You’re not going to break up, are you?”
“You want us to break up?” Matt shook hard. The man looks very panicked.
“No! I don’t want to, and I’ll never let you go, Amanda,” Matt replied firmly. “If this is the case, will you still like me? Will you still be with me?”
“Fool. Before I accept your declaration of love, I need to know what kind of man I’m going to be my girlfriend. Then I asked Kellani, and she said everything. At first, I was shocked, even scared. But, considering your attitude as it is, you made me flutter, and your efforts so far, I think one opportunity is worth giving.”
Amanda can feel her lover’s heart racing fast, then moving on. “Listen, whatever you do, as long as you don’t hit and betray me, I’ll stay by your side, Matt.”
“Anything?” asked Matt to make sure.
“Yeah, whatever, I’ll still like you, sugar.”
“Oh, Amanda!”
Amanda doesn’t know why she freaked out when Matt pushed her onto the couch.
“You’re making me feel moved! You make me so happy that I want to have sex with you now!”
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