Memories At Chincoro
I met myself on the clouds of Chincoro.
Chincoro was a very large and beautiful deserted forest. People didn’t live there after hearing from the deities that it was meant for strange beings.
Why it was this same place I was taken in transition to, became a deep concern. I thought all through for hours what could have warranted that.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.
So, I moved here and there around and stood steadfast, thinking I might fall. After all, I’d never been empowered to be elevated to such extent.
“Diana, Clara and Alliana have been roses planted in the garden of my life, but here I am, lonely and looking little and helpless” I said grumblingly.
Immediately after this sentence I made, I heard a sudden wind blowing from the darkest part of this same desert forest.
I moved backwards a little and expected nothing less of monsters or perhaps, angels.
In a second, the memory of what my father, Reye was sharing with me years ago flashed through my brains and went deep down onto my mind.
“Huh!” I sighed loudly, to regain a slight breath.
So, as I started speaking with myself in order to decipher that idea completely, I heard another sounding element of force.
It was a noise this time, and it sounded like crowds of people or beings walking with giant feet and meaning to catch or capture something in Chincoro.
Chincoro had long been a very strange land itself. It had no boundaries and it could enlarge its land mass automatically and squeeze again!
“Oh, Chincoro!” I cried.
It seemed I awoke something by the way I raised my voice. At least, I already succeeded in bouncing my mind back to my body to attention.
But, what could the wind blowing so heavily and fast mean at this time? Was I going to turn into a wolf that I am? Did it mean I would suddenly become some monster some minutes after now?
Actually, I didn’t hate appearing as a wolf in any world, but what I didn’t like about my shapeshifting was, if it happened in the presence of one of my human friends, my soulmate or any other creature like humans.
I wouldn’t want to shift now!
My father once said that, the only time I would see an angel was when I speak with myself, remember things myself, and solve memories myself.
I ruminated on this and then, I tried to remember more of his words to me before his demise.
“Yes, Pappo Reye once said I could call out my angel from self-dialogue and discretion.” I soliloquied.
I took a deep breath this time, while the noise still remained very audible, and so I paused.
My discretion clicked like the sound of a mobile phone keyboard when it’s being tabbed. I heard a voice of idea in my head.
“The reason why you mentioned the name of those three female friends you have is that, it’s possible you see them soon!” The voice exclaimed.
“My head, can I have a conversation with you, please?” I said funnily, but not deliberately in such comical manner, though.
I noticed a change in the environment; the voice was totally gone; no perception came into my head after all, so I decided to force that head of mine to answer me.
“There is always a solution to any question, challenge or doubt…. Pappo said so!” I shouted at the top of my voice, thinking the voice would be provoked to speak again, but nothing happened.
And then, my head spoke to me!
“Do you know that there is a lot to do for your wife?” My head asked me.
“Oh, I didn’t know that, at all.”
“No wonder you still take your old Luna friends as important as she is!” My head echoed.
I felt heavy in the head, so I vividly knew the voice which was asking me series of baffling questions came from my head.
Not knowing how to respond, I used the same head most often, to think and conceive answers.
“Alliana is the Queen of the Golden Desert and Clara is the Queen of the Full Forest. How unreasonable will I be, if I choose to leave both of these stars?” I questioned my head bluntly and almost angrily.
“Don’t say I am out of existence, being your head – talking to you makes me a personality now, so answer the questions I will be asking you in a short moment, Herdy!” My head commanded, sounding more heavily as if I just got some kind of migraine.
“Actually, you are not out of existence, because without you, I wouldn’t know myself at all!” I exclaimed in agreement.
“Surely, you know that too and I really like that. I am glad to tell you that I have many secrets I wish to reveal to you, but I’m not going to say any of them now…” My head stated, as if it was a personality reading a book from somewhere; better something like a notice board, as sure and promising it seemed to be.
“So, when is the right time to know those secrets, head?” I asked.
“Even that, you don’t have to know now!” It exclaimed back.
“What an amazing place Chincoro is!” I hailed, almost sarcastically.
“Well, your thoughts about here are yet narrow, because you have been fated to walk many paths you’ve not even heard anything about… I wish you could get more powers to become stronger in your journey, and make sure you don’t fall into the hands of those female friends of yours! Avoid that!” My head cautioned wisely.
“So, what are you up to?” I asked, and immediately as I did, the headache left me;
“So, what are you up to?” I asked, and immediately as I did, the headache left me; not even migraine would stay!
“So, what?!” I asked again funnily, with a shout, because I was expecting a quick reply.
But, no one responded to me.